Living Life Under 5 Foot

Not too long ago I was running around like a chicken with my head cut off, doing many tasks but feeling like I was never accomplishing anything. Have you ever felt this way? Then I had a wonderful conversation with my Daddy, he listened as I ranted about how I felt my whole life was falling apart and how I was such a failure (I know I'm a drama queen). But that's honestly how I felt. Then he told me the story of when he first opened his practice and how he made a routine and no matter what he wouldn't break it. I remembered many times, him following through even if it meant less sleep, or a little more stress, but no matter what he made time for all of us, and himself. After this long conversation and about 3 months later I had started to build the same way he did, only I called them my balance points. (I know I'm just a workout nerd) Balance points are defined when weight is equally distributed when resting on a single spot. That spot is me. The following are the we...

People spend their whole lives searching for the elusive happiness, however what they don't understand is they posses it in themselves and have had it captive for as many years as they are searching for it. When people say happiness is a choice, they mean it. This life sucks sometimes. Hearts become casualties, lovers turn to strangers, best friends pass away, and worst of all sometimes we lose sight of our happiness. For me, happiness is a struggle. I tend to wear my emotions very visibly, maybe this is a good thing, but that also means when I'm aching, it's hard to choose happiness. I want to hide under a blanket and never surface. I would almost always choose to hide then to show my vulnerable side. This could most likely be a flaw within myself, a flaw that I am working on for sure. However it also shows my true self, and sometimes my true self doesn't choose happiness, because I'm human, and humans occasionally suck. But the wonderful thing about happines...