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Looking Forward To....

Today I decided that I need to get married.  Not for the normal reasons.  I need to have someone around to kill spiders.  My roommate and I are useless..  So I'm officially taking applications!  Come and get it boys! ;)  I promise I'll try and be normal.. but basically you need to kill spiders. 

Define Me

ut·ter    /ˈətÉ™r/ Adjective Complete; absolute. bliss     /blis/ Noun Perfect happiness; great joy. Something providing such happiness. And this is how I feel.. right now.. at this very moment. 

Rough-ness

Today was one of those days. Everything seemed to pile up on me Life seemed to be against me in fact a semi drove past me and now I have a chip the size of a softball in my BRAND NEW wind shield. Needless to say I could feel myself snapping. and I did something today That I normally don't do. I called my Bishop. Yup that's right. I asked for help. Him and I talked about my recent health, job situation  family stuff, and frankly just how far away my life seems to be from the picture I was planning in my head. Sometimes it's just upsetting. Then he told me, "Find little things that make you smile." Here they are. The Show "Easy A" I am thankful every freakin' day that I'm not in high school.  It's glorious.  My family who gives me a reason to smile.  My dad supports and continues to love me no matter the choices I make.  He inspires me to be a better person to become something.  And he always makes m...

Mistakes

We are our own greatest critic.  Health is a valuable thing. It's one of those things you take for granted until it's gone. Much like a cold. It's always a wonderful thing to breathe through both nostrils until you realize you can only breathe through one you are so much more thankful again.  Much like hair, it bothers you and you have bad hair days, but you are so thankful that you can grow beautiful hair.  Just like a mistake, sometimes we slip up and make them, sometimes we do them on purpose, and sometimes they happen without us even thinking about it.  No matter the struggle, the trial, the mistake, or the challenge. We are all dealing with different hidden obstacles. We complain, and sometimes we suffer alone. Just remember you are perfect the way you are, because that's how the Lord made you.  And He Doesn't make mistakes. 

We're Not Broken Just Bent

I can't sleep.  Isn't it grand.  It has been happening a ton lately, and well just isn't too good for my health.  Today I thought I would write out some of my thoughts that's been keeping me up today. I saw this poster that said, "The thing that messes us up most in life is the picture of how we thought our life would be." Since January I have learned something profound, something that I feel many people knew and have known for years, but it was my first time experiencing it. My best friend left my life. I have pretended like it didn't hurt, pretended I didn't feel crushed, pretended that I was strong, heartless, and happy, until today.  It hurts.  Still to this day it kills me not having him in my life. He sunk as low as to delete me off Facebook. ( I know that sounds like a teenager thing to say, but honestly if they go through the trouble to delete you off Facebook you know that it just got real.)  This was my best frien...

Beauty Redefined.

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